90’lar\u0131n ilk \u00e7eyre\u011fi. \u00d6\u011frenci derne\u011fi kurmak su\u00e7uyla (!) \u00fcniversiteden ayr\u0131lmak zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, baba oca\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Davalar\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fcp giderken, hen\u00fcz 19 ya\u015f\u0131nda, beni nas\u0131l bir gelece\u011fin bekledi\u011fi sorusuna kafa yoruyorum.<\/p>\n
Nuri amca (Erkal) ve Ayfer teyze, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan iki g\u00fczide fig\u00fcr. O\u011fullar\u0131 Uzay, ya\u015f\u0131t\u0131m. Hayat\u0131mdaki ilk hat\u0131ralarda onlar\u0131n da izi var. Anne ve babalar\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131k\u0131 birer arkada\u015f. Nuri amca co\u015fkulu \u015fiirler okuyan, Ahmed Arif’in “R\u00fcya b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz” dizelerini ezberlememe yol a\u00e7an bir g\u00fczel adam.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar ve yollardan sonra yine bir araday\u0131z. \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi TRT’den s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edilmi\u015f, B\u00f6lge \u00c7al\u0131\u015fma M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc’nde y\u00f6netici olarak g\u00f6rev yap\u0131yor. Annemin \u0131srarlar\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p solu\u011fu yan\u0131nda al\u0131yorum. Ayn\u0131 co\u015fkuyla kucakl\u0131yor beni. Art\u0131k \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu bildi\u011fi biri de\u011fil, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsel yak\u0131nl\u0131k da kurabilece\u011fi gen\u00e7 bir adam var kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
Yakla\u015f\u0131k bir bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l boyunca, yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u0131rkMerdiven Edebiyat Dergisi’nin mutfa\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m\u0131z B\u00f6lge \u00c7al\u0131\u015fma ile eski Vilayet’in oradaki Bas\u0131n Merkezi aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7ip gidiyor, kentin edebiyat ortam\u0131yla renkleniyordu.
\nTam bir kitap kurdu, edebiyat tutkunu, amat\u00f6rce ve sloganc\u0131 \u015fiirler, yaz\u0131lar yazan bu gen\u00e7 yazar\u0131n ilk denemeleri orada yay\u0131nland\u0131. \u00c7ok kavga ettik, say\u0131s\u0131z kez kendisini “oport\u00fcnist” olarak su\u00e7lamama maruz kald\u0131. Birinde, sonradan kentin en \u015f\u00f6hretli tiyatro ustas\u0131 say\u0131lacak, o d\u00f6nemde Belediye Tiyatrosu’nda g\u00f6revli bir zat-\u0131 muhteremle odas\u0131nda yumrukla\u015fmam\u0131za ramak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kabahati, bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcme, “70’lerde \u00e7ok dinledik bu palavralar\u0131!” diye kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmakt\u0131! Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131nda, elinde dosyas\u0131yla yan\u0131ma gelen ve Hasan H\u00fcseyin Korkmazgil \u015fiirini yerden yere vuran gen\u00e7 bir \u015faire tepki g\u00f6stermedi\u011fi i\u00e7in kavgaya tutu\u015fmu\u015f, haftalarca g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015ftik. O “\u015fair” \u015fimdi nerede bilemiyorum; ama “Haziran’da \u00d6lmek Zor”, “Filizk\u0131ran F\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131” ya da “A\u011flasun Ay\u015fafa\u011f\u0131” hala buralarda…<\/p>\n
Her \u015feye ra\u011fmen her d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde kucaklad\u0131 beni. Yeni sorumluluklar verdi. Kimi zaman dergilerin matbaadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bekler, da\u011f\u0131t\u0131m noktalar\u0131na ko\u015far; kimi zaman da aralar\u0131nda Da\u011flarca’n\u0131n, Fakir Baykurt’un, Ataol Behramo\u011flu’nun bulundu\u011fu ayd\u0131nlara dergi yollard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Nuri amca, dergicilik denen hastal\u0131\u011fa \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yakalanmama neden olan ger\u00e7ek bir hocayd\u0131. Metropol \u00fcniversitelerinde toplumsal uyan\u0131\u015f\u0131n ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ta\u015fran\u0131n ise 12 Eyl\u00fcl uykusundan ne yaz\u0131k ki hen\u00fcz uyanamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llarda \u00fcstlendi\u011fi sorumluluk asla unutulamaz.<\/p>\n
Araya giren \u00fcniversite ve \u00f6\u011fretmenlik y\u0131llar\u0131ndan sonra kente d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, art\u0131k biraz yorulmu\u015f, kabu\u011funa \u00e7ekilmi\u015f bir Nuri Erkal vard\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131mda. Silkinme vakti gelmi\u015fti. 2006 k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yay\u0131n hayat\u0131na ba\u015flayan ve maalesef sadece 2 say\u0131l\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fc olan “Kalekap\u0131s\u0131” dergisinin yay\u0131n kurulunda yer almas\u0131n\u0131 rica etti\u011fimde beni k\u0131rmad\u0131. Kadrosunda \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc Erba\u015f, Bet\u00fcl Tar\u0131man, Saffet Uysal, Salih Mercano\u011flu, Ahmet T\u00fcz\u00fcn gibi \u00f6nemli isimleri bar\u0131nd\u0131ran dergide ya\u015fanan tart\u0131\u015fmalarda ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ve ya\u015fanan g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7ok uzun bir zaman kopmam\u0131za neden oldu. Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizde benden bir \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015f rica etmi\u015f, kentin k\u00fclt\u00fcr insanlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcretimlerinden olu\u015fan bir antoloji haz\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yay\u0131nlanan ilk \u015fiirim olan “Bir Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc” o eserde yer al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
AntSanat’\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmaya karar verdi\u011fimiz g\u00fcnlerde kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f ve “K\u0131rkMerdiven”in yay\u0131nlanma ser\u00fcvenini anlatan bir yaz\u0131 kaleme almas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015ftim. O son derece g\u00fczel yaz\u0131da, ad\u0131m\u0131 merhum ozan\u0131m\u0131z Metin Demirta\u015f ile birlikte anmas\u0131n\u0131 hayat\u0131m boyunca onur sayaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015fledi\u011finiz \u00fclkeyi yaratmak boynumuzun borcu olsun. Gen\u00e7likten arkada\u015f\u0131n \u0130smet’e ve art\u0131k aram\u0131zda olmayan nice g\u00fczel ayd\u0131n ve ozana bin selam…<\/p>\n
\u200b90’lar\u0131n ilk \u00e7eyre\u011fi. \u00d6\u011frenci derne\u011fi kurmak su\u00e7uyla (!) \u00fcniversiteden ayr\u0131lmak zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, baba oca\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Davalar\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fcp giderken, hen\u00fcz 19 ya\u015f\u0131nda, beni nas\u0131l bir gelece\u011fin bekledi\u011fi sorusuna kafa yoruyorum.<\/p>\n
Nuri amca (Erkal) ve Ayfer teyze, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan iki g\u00fczide fig\u00fcr. O\u011fullar\u0131 Uzay, ya\u015f\u0131t\u0131m. Hayat\u0131mdaki ilk hat\u0131ralarda onlar\u0131n da izi var. Anne ve babalar\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131k\u0131 birer arkada\u015f. Nuri amca co\u015fkulu \u015fiirler okuyan, Ahmed Arif’in “R\u00fcya b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz” dizelerini ezberlememe yol a\u00e7an bir g\u00fczel adam.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar ve yollardan sonra yine bir araday\u0131z. \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi TRT’den s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edilmi\u015f, B\u00f6lge \u00c7al\u0131\u015fma M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc’nde y\u00f6netici olarak g\u00f6rev yap\u0131yor. Annemin \u0131srarlar\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p solu\u011fu yan\u0131nda al\u0131yorum. Ayn\u0131 co\u015fkuyla kucakl\u0131yor beni. Art\u0131k \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu bildi\u011fi biri de\u011fil, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsel yak\u0131nl\u0131k da kurabilece\u011fi gen\u00e7 bir adam var kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
Yakla\u015f\u0131k bir bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l boyunca, yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u0131rkMerdiven Edebiyat Dergisi’nin mutfa\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m\u0131z B\u00f6lge \u00c7al\u0131\u015fma ile eski Vilayet’in oradaki Bas\u0131n Merkezi aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7ip gidiyor, kentin edebiyat ortam\u0131yla renkleniyordu.
\nTam bir kitap kurdu, edebiyat tutkunu, amat\u00f6rce ve sloganc\u0131 \u015fiirler, yaz\u0131lar yazan bu gen\u00e7 yazar\u0131n ilk denemeleri orada yay\u0131nland\u0131. \u00c7ok kavga ettik, say\u0131s\u0131z kez kendisini “oport\u00fcnist” olarak su\u00e7lamama maruz kald\u0131. Birinde, sonradan kentin en \u015f\u00f6hretli tiyatro ustas\u0131 say\u0131lacak, o d\u00f6nemde Belediye Tiyatrosu’nda g\u00f6revli bir zat-\u0131 muhteremle odas\u0131nda yumrukla\u015fmam\u0131za ramak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kabahati, bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcme, “70’lerde \u00e7ok dinledik bu palavralar\u0131!” diye kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmakt\u0131! Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131nda, elinde dosyas\u0131yla yan\u0131ma gelen ve Hasan H\u00fcseyin Korkmazgil \u015fiirini yerden yere vuran gen\u00e7 bir \u015faire tepki g\u00f6stermedi\u011fi i\u00e7in kavgaya tutu\u015fmu\u015f, haftalarca g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015ftik. O “\u015fair” \u015fimdi nerede bilemiyorum; ama “Haziran’da \u00d6lmek Zor”, “Filizk\u0131ran F\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131” ya da “A\u011flasun Ay\u015fafa\u011f\u0131” hala buralarda…<\/p>\n
Her \u015feye ra\u011fmen her d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde kucaklad\u0131 beni. Yeni sorumluluklar verdi. Kimi zaman dergilerin matbaadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bekler, da\u011f\u0131t\u0131m noktalar\u0131na ko\u015far; kimi zaman da aralar\u0131nda Da\u011flarca’n\u0131n, Fakir Baykurt’un, Ataol Behramo\u011flu’nun bulundu\u011fu ayd\u0131nlara dergi yollard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Nuri amca, dergicilik denen hastal\u0131\u011fa \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yakalanmama neden olan ger\u00e7ek bir hocayd\u0131. Metropol \u00fcniversitelerinde toplumsal uyan\u0131\u015f\u0131n ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ta\u015fran\u0131n ise 12 Eyl\u00fcl uykusundan ne yaz\u0131k ki hen\u00fcz uyanamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llarda \u00fcstlendi\u011fi sorumluluk asla unutulamaz.<\/p>\n
Araya giren \u00fcniversite ve \u00f6\u011fretmenlik y\u0131llar\u0131ndan sonra kente d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, art\u0131k biraz yorulmu\u015f, kabu\u011funa \u00e7ekilmi\u015f bir Nuri Erkal vard\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131mda. Silkinme vakti gelmi\u015fti. 2006 k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yay\u0131n hayat\u0131na ba\u015flayan ve maalesef sadece 2 say\u0131l\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fc olan “Kalekap\u0131s\u0131” dergisinin yay\u0131n kurulunda yer almas\u0131n\u0131 rica etti\u011fimde beni k\u0131rmad\u0131. Kadrosunda \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc Erba\u015f, Bet\u00fcl Tar\u0131man, Saffet Uysal, Salih Mercano\u011flu, Ahmet T\u00fcz\u00fcn gibi \u00f6nemli isimleri bar\u0131nd\u0131ran dergide ya\u015fanan tart\u0131\u015fmalarda ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ve ya\u015fanan g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7ok uzun bir zaman kopmam\u0131za neden oldu. Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizde benden bir \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015f rica etmi\u015f, kentin k\u00fclt\u00fcr insanlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcretimlerinden olu\u015fan bir antoloji haz\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yay\u0131nlanan ilk \u015fiirim olan “Bir Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc” o eserde yer al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
AntSanat’\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmaya karar verdi\u011fimiz g\u00fcnlerde kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f ve “K\u0131rkMerdiven”in yay\u0131nlanma ser\u00fcvenini anlatan bir yaz\u0131 kaleme almas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015ftim. O son derece g\u00fczel yaz\u0131da, ad\u0131m\u0131 merhum ozan\u0131m\u0131z Metin Demirta\u015f ile birlikte anmas\u0131n\u0131 hayat\u0131m boyunca onur sayaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015fledi\u011finiz \u00fclkeyi yaratmak boynumuzun borcu olsun. Gen\u00e7likten arkada\u015f\u0131n \u0130smet’e ve art\u0131k aram\u0131zda olmayan nice g\u00fczel ayd\u0131n ve ozana bin selam…\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u200bHaberin Al\u0131nt\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131 Kaynak: www.antalyakorfez.com<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
90’lar\u0131n ilk \u00e7eyre\u011fi. \u00d6\u011frenci derne\u011fi kurmak su\u00e7uyla (!) \u00fcniversiteden ayr\u0131lmak zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, baba oca\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Davalar\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fcp giderken, hen\u00fcz 19 ya\u015f\u0131nda, beni nas\u0131l bir gelece\u011fin bekledi\u011fi sorusuna kafa yoruyorum. Nuri amca (Erkal) ve Ayfer teyze, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan iki g\u00fczide fig\u00fcr. O\u011fullar\u0131 Uzay, ya\u015f\u0131t\u0131m. Hayat\u0131mdaki ilk hat\u0131ralarda onlar\u0131n da izi var. Anne ve babalar\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131k\u0131 birer arkada\u015f. Nuri amca co\u015fkulu \u015fiirler okuyan, Ahmed Arif’in “R\u00fcya b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz” dizelerini ezberlememe yol a\u00e7an bir g\u00fczel adam. Y\u0131llar ve yollardan sonra yine bir araday\u0131z. \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi TRT’den s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edilmi\u015f, B\u00f6lge \u00c7al\u0131\u015fma M\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc’nde y\u00f6netici olarak g\u00f6rev yap\u0131yor. Annemin \u0131srarlar\u0131na dayanamay\u0131p solu\u011fu yan\u0131nda al\u0131yorum. Ayn\u0131 co\u015fkuyla kucakl\u0131yor beni. Art\u0131k \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu bildi\u011fi biri de\u011fil, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsel yak\u0131nl\u0131k da kurabilece\u011fi gen\u00e7 bir adam var kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. Yakla\u015f\u0131k bir bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l boyunca, yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u0131rkMerdiven Edebiyat Dergisi’nin mutfa\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m\u0131z B\u00f6lge \u00c7al\u0131\u015fma ile eski Vilayet’in oradaki Bas\u0131n Merkezi aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7ip gidiyor, kentin edebiyat ortam\u0131yla renkleniyordu. Tam bir kitap kurdu, edebiyat tutkunu, amat\u00f6rce ve sloganc\u0131 \u015fiirler, yaz\u0131lar yazan bu gen\u00e7 yazar\u0131n ilk denemeleri orada yay\u0131nland\u0131. \u00c7ok kavga ettik, say\u0131s\u0131z kez kendisini “oport\u00fcnist” olarak su\u00e7lamama maruz kald\u0131. Birinde, sonradan kentin en \u015f\u00f6hretli tiyatro ustas\u0131 say\u0131lacak, o d\u00f6nemde Belediye Tiyatrosu’nda g\u00f6revli bir zat-\u0131 muhteremle odas\u0131nda yumrukla\u015fmam\u0131za ramak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kabahati, bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcme, “70’lerde \u00e7ok dinledik bu palavralar\u0131!” …<\/p>","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-122127","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundem"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n